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[ inb4... why did it have to be rising water woes......

so, er, it’s kind of apparent that rising water’s kind of traumatic for velige. ever since the water first started rising, he’s been feeling a distinctly uncomfortable. a sort of an ashamed disquietude. and while it’s no different from his usual pokerface, it apparently bothers him enough to the point where he’s willing to send a message out to the network in an attempt to assuage his uncertainty. ]

I need a favour. Define whats it like feelin sad.

Or tell me a sad story.

Doesn’t matter if it’s real or made-up or whatever. Slong as its supposed tmake people feel something.

[ he thinks about this for a moment, then amends it-- ] Slong as its supposed tmake normal people feel something.

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Oh...

But even abnormal people can feel something too. [Because... he's pretty sure he can feel it now.]

I got somethin. But in return, I lost somethin.

Aint nothin thats for free.

... [Being around pessimism all day back home is going to kill him one day--]

That's right... Nothing's for free. But do you think you're better off without feeling sad for... whatever you gained?

Dunno.

Woke up this mornin n realized cant remember how it feels like anymore.

Just all of a sudden? Or that you were reminded that you can't...

Been slowly forgettin. Guess it just all came together.

But don't people always strive for something so that they can't feel sad anymore?

Dunno. Thought people strove to move past it.

Ah, wait. That was badly worded.

I meant like... those classic villains that say that they want to take over the world, or move into a new world... you know, the usual stuff, so that they wouldn't have to feel sadness anymore.

Those ain't just stories

[Uu... BUT ONII-CHAN THAT'S NOT THE POINT--]

... Yeah.

So is it hard to tell if you're better off without it because you don't remember how it feels like?

Kind of want to grieve for a friend.

... but it aint happenin if I cant feel it.

Grieve for a friend? ... If your friend knew that you couldn't really... feel sadness, your friend would understand.

Not really lookin for her forgiveness.

[ because he... can't really forgive himself. ]

Then is there something within grieving that you're looking for?

Just bein able to wouldve been enough. Probably.

[... But from he just told Damien, he can't. That actually kind of makes him feel sad a little and the next reply takes a little longer than the others.]

... Maybe the gods here could help you. Somehow. I know they're really fickle and stuff, but sometimes they like to mess around and sometimes give things to people or have bad things happen to people. [Do you get what he's saying...]

[ ... he doesn't like it, but he gets it. in a way. ]

Even from gods, there aint nothin thats free.

Not sure if Ive got anything else they can take.

They might actually give it back to you. And if you want to think of it that way, I guess the exchange would be your reaction, since they seem to love seeing that.

[ ........... the reply takes longer than usual. and... it's curt. clipped. far more so than even velige's usual straight-forwardness. ]

Cant.

[What's with the pause, onii-chan--]

What do you mean?

might kill everyone

[???? Damien is so confused, but he's not sure if he wants to ask... So this reply takes a bit longer too. And he filters it just in case, even though he's late--]

... I might need context.

[ sorry damien, you're not getting much of a reply... his phone port is shorting out klsajflsa ]

[NO, VELIGE, NOOO... Dammit, does this need to go in Damien's long list of "We Must Never Speak of This Again"?!

But that aside, he's pretty worried. Dammit Velige, give him a reply--sob.]

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