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[ inb4... why did it have to be rising water woes......

so, er, it’s kind of apparent that rising water’s kind of traumatic for velige. ever since the water first started rising, he’s been feeling a distinctly uncomfortable. a sort of an ashamed disquietude. and while it’s no different from his usual pokerface, it apparently bothers him enough to the point where he’s willing to send a message out to the network in an attempt to assuage his uncertainty. ]

I need a favour. Define whats it like feelin sad.

Or tell me a sad story.

Doesn’t matter if it’s real or made-up or whatever. Slong as its supposed tmake people feel something.

[ he thinks about this for a moment, then amends it-- ] Slong as its supposed tmake normal people feel something.

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Yeah... so I shouldn't talk about that kind of stuff then.

But um... what else isn't a good thing to talk about?

No. You're fine.

[ hnnng how does he explain this. ] 'snot the subject matter.

It's not? Something would cause it though... words, right?

It ain't that. [ said bluntly, but... he didn't mean it in a brusque way. ] I broke my personality drive. A while ago.

Just need t'regulate emotions, so it doesn't short out again.

... Is that why you're not that expressive? [It's a guess, but...]

[ weaaaaak smile. ] Part of it.

The other part's just that I've got a bad personality.

Does that mean you're socially awkward...?

[... That's pretty much what "bad personality" translates into nowadays--]

Guess so. [ /so chill about admitting it. ]

'sit bother you?

No. [If this was video, Velige would see Damien shaking his head no as further confirmation.] It doesn't bother me.

[Not that he would admit it, he thinks he's kind of... not good at interacting. Not to mention his original caretaker is like that sometimes. Snarking all day.]

[ ....... mrrrrrrr ]

... happy t'hear it.

Do you need time to yourself though? Since... you went through all that.

... yeah. Probably. [ he's actually... doing a really good job of not panicking, even if he really, really wants to find out if he's missing any memories. any parts of his personality. hnnnnnnng. it's what prompts him to-- ]

... gotta ask you a question.

Go ahead. [Because... it can't be that bad.]

... do I sound different? [ than... what he usually sounds like. ]

Not really... [If he means the voice, no.

If he means personality, then... that is probably also a no.]

[ ... relief. ] Good.

[ probably can't see this, but he's putting his head down to his hands. the voice is a little muffled, now. ] ... thanks.

... Yeah. [What does he even say. He feels awkward now. Oops. He wonders why he sounds muffled too, but... maybe he's hiding in his blanket now or something.]

It's not a problem.

[ aaaaaand brb being quiet forever because he needs to thiiiiiink.

yeah. ]

[He notices the silence, but he doesn't say anything. It's more that he still doesn't know what to say and weh...]

... Velige?

[ a pause. then-- ]

Yeah?

Um...

[Awkward forever.]

Should I go now?

[ another. awkward pause. yeah. ]

... dunno. Up to you.

[Ffff... Don't leave it up to him, Velige. Damien will always be unsure how to handle these situations and he's afraid that he would make the bad decision. ... He would make a horrible VN protagonist.]

... If you feel like you want to talk more, I don't mind listening.

[If that means anything.]

[ HE IS ALSO SO UNSURE and damien never be the protag in a fate au. ]

... 'm fine.

I'll be fine.

[ and he'll have to be, dammit. he'll make sure he is. ]

[He doesn't want to be the subject of mindscrews and too much negativity--]

... Okay. I'll talk to you later then.

[ voice | filtered ]

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