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003 - Audio
[Samantha opted, when setting up the feed, to go with voice only. She still looked like hell, and she didn't need anyone seeing or asking stupid questions. It wasn't their business. But, after speaking to Conan, she'd resolved that it was time to stop trying to hide from this place any further. When she spoke, her voice had a tired quality to it, but was still strong.]
So, Asgard.
I wanted to discuss something with those of you who will still speak with me right now. These powers that we have. Most of the people I see seem to think of them as a good thing, a blessing of sorts, or at least they partially make up for the tricks you had in your homeworlds. Right.
Here's the thing I wanted to talk about. Most I've spoken to seem to think of these powers as something that's being used to help other people around here, or to protect people that can't protect themselves. How do you people handle the fact that any of them can be abused, misused or mishandled? What do people around here do to prepare themselves to be protected if those powers get used for the wrong reasons? I've been thinking a lot lately about how people could protect themselves from some of these powers, and it worries me.
Not all of us are nice people, you know.
So, Asgard.
I wanted to discuss something with those of you who will still speak with me right now. These powers that we have. Most of the people I see seem to think of them as a good thing, a blessing of sorts, or at least they partially make up for the tricks you had in your homeworlds. Right.
Here's the thing I wanted to talk about. Most I've spoken to seem to think of these powers as something that's being used to help other people around here, or to protect people that can't protect themselves. How do you people handle the fact that any of them can be abused, misused or mishandled? What do people around here do to prepare themselves to be protected if those powers get used for the wrong reasons? I've been thinking a lot lately about how people could protect themselves from some of these powers, and it worries me.
Not all of us are nice people, you know.
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Yeah - And yet the supposedly nicer Gods like Sigyn are hardly seen at all. The one time I spoke with Odin I was pretty let down as well. They seem to bicker a lot, too.
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I'm not sure if that really says anything for him, though.
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[Just the slightest hint of anger in his voice and creased brows. He has a talent for euphimism. In this case 'dissapointed' means 'as close to royally pissed as I generally get'.]
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Personally, though, I'm less foaming at the mouth than I was when I first got here, and there's things I haven't seen that I expected to see. So, I'm a little less murderous towards them than I started out as. Only a little, though. They've really pulled a number on us.
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They have, but it isn't all bad. I love the Library, I enjoy my job, I've met a lot of awesome people. Like I said, I can't complain too much. It's just when they mess with our free will that I get annoyed.
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Then there was the singing thing - people had songs stuck in their head and had to sing them. Songs they didn't even know, some of them. I know a few people who wound up singing things that upset them for one reason or another.
So, not BIG things. But it's enough.
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Still, that just makes the whole hugging thing worse.
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That's always been one of the scary things about the old gods. They're basically people with lightning bolts in their hands, and people can do some horrible things. If my other half could laugh, walking someone off a building to see what they look like when they landed, who's to say that these gods are any different or better? Hell, they started with kidnapping. I'd assume they're worse.
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I can almost forgive them for starting with kidnapping if only because how many of us would have come willingly? Despite anything I might think about being here now, if they had asked me then, I would have flat out refused. I had sort of picked my life up and had started putting things together that I wanted and wanted to do, so, yeah. I would have said No. Now that I'm here and understand the situation, I'd stay, given the option. I mean, we're here to save all of creation in thousands of universes - saving trillions of lives. I mean, don't get me wrong - Kidnapping is a terrible way to go about it but I can see the reasoning behind it.
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Still, I think we're mostly on the same page again.
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It's just if I can do that without having to sign embarassing songs, hugging strangers, or exploding, I'll be much happier.
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Personally, though, I'm not good at the whole hero thing. I can't sit idly by if someone's in trouble. That'd be monstrous, but at the same time I have trouble understanding helping a world I don't even know exists for sure. It's... too distant to understand properly, if that makes sense. Sounds great in theory, but I don't work in theory too much.
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I don't even think it's like a Hero thing. I mean, the only people who will ever know what we're doing are the people who are here. The people on most of these worlds have no idea they're in danger, and have no idea who we are, what we're doing, or anything. So, if we win, life goes on for them completely uninterrupted and no-one's any the wiser except the few hundred of us who got picked to help out. I don't need to have seen or even heard of those worlds to know that they need to be saved. I mean, there's billions of lives on each one - I understand that well enough and that's all that matters in the end.
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