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Irisviel von Einzbern ([personal profile] heiligegral) wrote in [community profile] asgardeventide2013-03-10 05:27 pm

001; [video]

[the feed cuts in with red eyes staring intently and curiously close to the recording device as a woman’s voice comments, clearly speaking to herself:]

--and when the display shows that, it’s record--oh!

[the camera seems to shift and adjust as a white-haired woman leans back and away, surprise on her face before it falls into an embarrassed apologetic expression, a hand lifting to her mouth]

I’m sorry! I’m still learning about how to work this device. It’s not something I’m used to and I wasn’t expecting... ah, I should introduce myself, shouldn’t I? [she lowers her hand to smile a bit more politely, cheerfully] I’m Irisviel von Einzbern. It’s nice to meet you all--ah, although... I don’t quite know who all is watching this right now. But even if we hadn’t met, I hope that we can get to know each other and get along in the future. Oh, I’m with the House of Freya, if you’d like to meet! I’m free for the time being, though I hope to help in a shop or clinic somewhere in town soon, so please feel free to stop by anytime.

[she seems satisfied with this message and continues to smile for a moment before it fades a bit as she tilts her head. the camera seems to tilt and turn in different directions, the woman’s feet, different parts of her apartment, and then her face again appearing. once again, she wears an embarrassed but amused expression as she laughs a bit]

And, um. If you do come... if you could show me how to turn off the recording...? And maybe how to work the rest of it. It was a lot to learn all at once...!
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
I found a child orphaned in the aftermath of the final confrontation. He was just a little younger than Ilya, and saving him--

Since I wasn't able to save anyone else--

...We needed each other. I only wished we could have all been together.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
...Shirou is here.

[And that's a whole nother topic to be upset about.]
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. He tried so hard to save everyone that he became a very bitter heroic spirit.

[In other words: I saved nothing, in the end. If he weren't being calmed, he'd be in tears again himself.]

He's requested I call him Archer in public. That's the name you'll find him under on the network as well. We've both been assigned to Sigyn house.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
He's about four hands full, honestly.

[The sorrow and anxiety slide right back in as Iri's power wanes. He's sad, he's been lonely and broken and desperately pushing forward only because he can't bow out of saving the world even now. But Archer is at once a difficult and an easy subject. He's figuring him out, and explaining it to Iri is almost fun.]

He likes to pretend he doesn't care about anything. He says our relationship is pretty much gone after all the time he's experienced, but he still polices my groceries and takes my cigarettes. I'm sure he'll be bothersome to you too.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 10:23 am (UTC)(link)
It's stress relief.

[And he might just be a little pouty about it.]
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 10:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Can't argue with that because he is really, really happy to see her. On the other hand why does his family have to pick on him?]
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-12 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
He's a good cook, at least. But it's still unnecessary...
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-13 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
I've been eating out, mostly. The food is normal enough.

[A pause, and a heavy sigh.]

It's been busy. There's a war on, technically.

[And this is of course an excuse for wearing himself to the bone.]
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-13 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
I do eat what he suggests when I'm home to do so...

[He feels a bit like a scolded child at the moment. But he'll happily endure that in exchange for Iri's presence.]
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-13 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
We can.

[Yeah. They can work on his diet. They can work on whatever she wants -- suddenly, there's a strong upside to having death taken from him. If he can see Iri happy again, even for a little while, he'll cling to those moments of joy.

He cracks a small, faint smile at the thought. It hurts knowing this happiness will likely be destroyed eventually, but for now he won't pass up the chance to kiss his wife on the cheek and grasp her hand.]


...I missed you.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-13 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... It's more than I should have. Even if we do have to fight again.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-17 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He gives a small nod in response to that, staying close and soaking up Iri's presence. She could be gone again at any time, but for this brief moment she's here, and he won't waste that tiny taste of happiness.]

Archer thinks it's childish. It probably is, but... I can't stop yet.
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[personal profile] unhappymeal 2013-03-19 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a small hope. It's a very tentative hope. But he's been able to help here already. He's seen the out-of-the-way corners of the city he frequents grow more lively. He's seen other people who will fight for strangers to their limits. It might not mean anything in the end (it rarely does, right?) but giving up hope entirely means giving up on himself, and as tempted as he's been to do just that he hasn't quite reached that point yet.]

I'm not sure if being childish would make it any better or worse, myself.

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